I am a stressball and I just want to give up and cry. I am tired of holding it together. I want this done so we can move on and so my life isn't in limbo.
I've
been in limbo for six months and I just want a home. I'm tired of the
uncertainty. I'm tired of holding it together. I'm tired of the
drinking and abusive texting rollercoaster. I'm tired of wondering if
he's ok and not noticing that I'm not ok. I miss my dogs. I miss
leaning on him and our love when things were good, but I don't have
that now. I have a rollercoaster and I just want some solid ground
and a peaceful place of my own so I can recover.
There, that's where I am emotionally right now. Falling apart inside.
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